i need to get out of this place or i will go insane. i don’t feel like i belong here in this town..this state even. i’m stuck. it feels like everytime i think i’m going to make it, something or someone pulls me down and keeps me there until i’ve lost all faith. it kills me because i’m always the one telling people they are the only ones in charge of their life..when in fact, i can’t even take charge of my own.
music is the only thing that keeps me going, so thats what i’m going to follow. where ever music takes me is where i’m going to be most happy. i need to be in a town where music is alive and flowing through people. i need to surround myself with those people and i know everything will be ok..one day i’ll be there. just wait.
3 years ago